God Bless

I am super duper excited and happy for my ZhuZhu as she finally gets a job. Although it's a 1.4k job, and situated in a 'wulu wulu' place, but I am quite satisfied for her.

She need's to adapt to the working environment due to her long rest (4 years?). And the job scope is so 'sing nan' that lots of people will be amazed. But, what to do. As long as a beautiful lady works in a office, it will be alright for her even if she do nothing. That is the so call fairness ehz?

Anyway, yesterday is Mei (Lynnda) birthday. A year older, a year wiser. Happy birthday to you Mei~ Wish you all the best in this year and may you get prettier and less pimples. LOLx~

I want to thank God for the Vision and Dreams that he have shown to me. The future that I am going to have and the unimaginable stuff that is going to happen for me. Thank You LORD~

Depressed~

Mood Swing again~... Damn It...

Damn Depressed~

Feeling Extremely Neglected

Haiz.... Feel so extremely neglected by my GF - Phoebe. Haiz...

Since the day... Jiu Bu Li Ren Jia Le...

:(

Sad Valentine's Day

Yesterday was my worst valentine's day. I left with 10 bucks and I didn't really know what kind of suprise to give my girlfriend! Everywhere I went today, I saw almost all the ladies have a flower with them, I was like, "What kind of boyfriend I am if i don't buy a flower for my girl!".

So I decided to do a e-card (using Flash MX) and i rush all afternoon to do it. After that, I rush down to my girlfriend place still wondering whether should I buy the flower. In the end I brought it. It cost 10 bucks just nice.

I was really happy and keep smiling all the way to myself while walking towards my girlfriend place. Finally, I see her! Told her the wishes and give her a peck on the cheek. You know what my girlfriend say?

She say, "This is the first time I recieved a single flower." When I hear this, my heart simply broke. Because, to me, it's not just A Flower, but my heart, my soul, my love, my everything was in the flower and the e-card. Do you all actually know how much I have put in the flower itself?

Anyway, yesterday drank quite a few cans of beer and just sleep on the sofa. Feel so miserable and sad. Brain was empty, and was numb throughout the whole night. Can anyone out there understand???

Sadeh (Malay Word)

Haiz.... This few days has been really tired (so am I now), that's the reason why I didn't post anything.

To summerise for the past few days, it's been up and down. Ermm, gamble lost hundred bucks! Then everything seems not so smooth for me. As what I say, "UP AND DOWN"!

Today, just sign a Starhub USB Modem for my ZhuZhu. I really dun noe why, but I feel damn insecure when she have internet access and I feel so stupid about it. It's like a wall between us. Haiz... We even have a quarrel about it due to me. She say I sounded "sianz" and not interested in talking to her. Am I? Or was I jealous that she has a computer and all the internet friends to chat with? Am I afraid that someone would flirt with her? Haiz... I dun noe!

Anyway, I think I am mad bah. Haiz...

Sick Chicken (in Hokkien)

Been real sick this few days. Head keep spinning like roller coaster, cough like kana throat cancer, running nose like running tap... Shit Sia...

Anyway, been blur of what I have done this few days. So really got nothing to blog about. Just wanna shout it out loud that I love my ZhuZhu and I love her dearly... I don't know why and please do not ask me why. It's so chim and so sophiscated that no one in the world understand what's love is all about.

To all my friends out there, hope you find your "Only One" out there in the world. Cheers.

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everyone... Love you all.

GOOD NEWS!

I have just a review and appraisal with my boss. I felt so bless as we have a nice and long conversation. We share the vision and goals for the company. Also, the things that I have lag off is memory and focus. I can be easily distracted and damn kuku when I am blur. LOLx~!

Gentlemen, I've just got my MS Office 2007 Ultimate which I am going to explore and learn. I want to take a MS Office Specialist this year so that I am able to produce the MOS Speicalist cert to any organisation and train the people! Ultimate goal is to earn extra $$$.

Ehz, about my GF, we are getting real fine and we plan to stay with each other in July, or latest September. We going to rent a 1+1 flat and we will buy all the necessity stuff. Anyone wants to donate some useful and clean stuff, please do email me. Will be glad yea.

Yesterday went shopping in Bugis Street to get my new year clothes. The place was damn pack man. Got to squeeze and wizzel my way around to check out the nice and cheap clothes. In the end, I spend $120.00 to buy a whole set.

- Watch for 5 bucks which is damn chio!
- A unique jeans that cost 45 bucks but a friend of mine who is working over there give me a discount that is 36 dollars.
- Shirt that cost 27 dollars
- Shoe that cos 40 bucks
- Belt for 10.

I like everything,except the shoe. I thought it was unique and nice, but my bro say it is very common and sucks. Haiz... Guess I got to look out for more shoes.

Anyway, this is how I spent my Saturday and Sunday. Will post more.

Cheers everyone and have a nice day ahead.
## Gong Xi Fa Cai - Jia Hun Hong Bao Yi Ge Lai!

UNLEASH the Power Of Prayer!

As usual, every friday after my work, I will go for my Cell Group Meeting. Today, Brother Darren (my CGL) is at overseas preaching and making a difference in people lives. So my cell group (E24o) is mixing with E266 (ie. Christopher Ong, my CGL previously).

Today the preaching is about UNLEASHING the Power of Prayer (ie binding & loosing). Lots of Christian don't pray often and they often find themselves confused, back-slided, in-motivated, not feeling God presence, as well as feeling that everything is not right for them. And when we do not pray often, we will get distracted and move away from God. And most of the time, Christian wants the blessing to come conveniently, that is most unlikely will happen.

Praying is free and the power of it is promises by God in the Bible. So why not? It says in Matthew 18:18:-20 (KJV), "Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. "

We can unleash the power from heaven by simply praying. For us, friends, family, even aquintance or strangers. The power of Healing, Blessing, Preaching, etc. You name it, God have it! So, to those Christian out there, pray more often as we are able to get closer to God and see the vision that He wants us to see, or feel the Joy and Love in Him.

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Today, I am Happy, but also SUPER DUPER "pek chek". Happy because I know nuts about PHP and I manage to find PHP script and customise them to work correctly. "Pek Chek" is because, my freelance partner doesn't seems to understand simple English. I use the most simple explanation excluding all the technical terms but he simply just don't understand at all. Dude, you are making me mad and irritated!

Ehz, I promise my darling to get one Voida Phone for internet usage, but went to look at Thiong Bahru Plaza, found out there is no M1 shop in the shopping centre. Kaoz... Even when I want to buy cigarette, I have to cross over to the HDB and buy it.

I think I am super suah today bah... All I can say is Piece Of SHIT!!!!!!! LOLx